Ramblings.

I'm feeling.....queasy...
I feel like I've been thrown about in a storm I have little control over.
Probably has to do with last night's 5am bed time.

I need to say something.
Its times like this when I wished that there was something more to do.
Something that I felt was worth doing.
Something I'd be proud of at the end of my days.
I'm bored.
I'm sick of doing nothing.
Its been 4 months.
4 months too long.
I need an interest.
I need something to build.
Patience,
When the time comes you'll get your chance.
At least thats I keep telling myself.

Memories,
My MP3 Collections are bringing so many back.
When I wanted everything and did so little.
Back then,
When I was young and foolish.
As I go on, I think more of what lies ahead.
I'm gung-ho.
Ready to shine.
Lets do this.
Now all i need,
Is something to aspire to.
While I wait.
Decisions....Decisions.........

I promise a better post next time around :)
This is me being bitchy ( If thats even possible).